My parents raised me better than they'll ever know. This Mormonism thing had better be right. Should I wash my pillow cases - I can't decide. I am fast approaching too thin. My left eye feels weird today. I think I slept on it wrong. Tonight, I will sleep on the right one. I don't think I like graham crackers. Cigarette smoke can smell good, too. I finished my russian history reading for next Friday today. Larissa Miller is brilliant. Read "Dim and Distant Days". You will probably like it. Britney Spears can't act or sing. Neither can Pink. At least Britney is attractive, though. And she can dance. I am restless. But tired. My mind won't stop. I woke up deep in thought. I want to stop thinking. I want to stop thinking. I want to stop thinking. Then I could do it. Then everything would be fine. Terrible, but fine. Because I wouldn't know that it was terrible. I hate everyone. sometimes. Why won't time ever stop for me? Everything is so simple. Why does my life seem so complicated then?